bleh.

.I really miss alfred. 

.the snow, the friends, hell even the classes and those goddamn hills. 

.I honestly hate being home. It's just like it was before, my parents are the same, the chores are the same, and the crying after fights is the same. I've only been here since friday night and I've already been called names and already been in a fight and already been told i should leave and get someone else to sign my student loans. its sunday night.

.i want alfred back, i want happiness and smiles back, and i want my effing snow. 

. I'd rather be at school staying up all night doing homework than at home :( 

also

i want a cookie from terra cotta in alfred. really bad.